She speaks Lisa Simpson, but she offers you âMoreâ
By most measures, Yeardley Smith is a success: an Emmy Award, a reported $5.5-million salary, a place in entertainment history as part of TVâs longest-running sitcom.
Dressed in jeans, T-shirt and teeny blue cardigan, Smith easily blends in with other mall denizens. But whatâs in that paper bag sheâs toting? âI washed my purse last night and it was still damp this morning,â she offers.
Ah, earnest and obscure. An explanation worthy of Smithâs animated alter ego: brainy soulful and quirky Lisa, whom she voices on âThe Simpsons.â
At a yarn shop and a tea import store, where sheâs a regular, the owner and staff greet Smith with easy familiarity. But other customers remain unaware that thereâs a TV star in the house, even when Smithâs kid-like voice (âmy mother always said my voice could cut glassâ) shifts naturally into Lisa Simpsonâs plaintive, higher register.
Thatâs life for an invisible celebrity.
âItâs one of the greatest jobs in the universe,â she says. âAnd I feel deeply connected to Lisa. Iâm so proud of her.â
And yet, the anonymity Smith experiences as the voice of a cartoon, while comfortable, is peculiarly chafing for someone who would ânever, ever take the liberty of resting on my laurels in any way, shape or form.â
So much so, that she is stepping out of her comfort zone with an intensely personal one-woman show. Called âMore,â it is a seriocomic chronicle of what has been a lifetime quest for enough fame, enough love -- and enough food -- to assuage Smithâs âsucking vortex of needâ to succeed.
Directed by Tony Award-winning actor Judith Ivey, âMoreâ ran off-Broadway last year; a revised version of the show opens Friday for a three-week run at the Falcon Theatre in Burbank.
âIt was important that it be funny, but I had to dig deep to do it well,â Smith says. âItâs the hardest work Iâve ever done.â
Among the intimacies she shares within a framework of whimsy and salty humor is her secret battle with bulimia, Smithâs drug of choice. âI didnât have time for hangovers, so I was bulimic instead. For 25 years. And nobody ever knew. It was easier to keep under wraps than falling down drunk. It gave you this incredible sense of control, and boy, you thrived on that illusion.â
In New York, Smithâs satiric Martha Stewart-meets-the Food Channel, binge-and-purge how-to (complete with whiteboard diagrams) spurred a few early departures.
âThere were young women who would leap up and leave,â Ivey says. âThat said to me that a nerve was struck.â
But âMoreâ isnât about âchest-pounding,â Ivey insists. âItâs whimsical and wacky with a universality to it, whether youâre bulimic or not, whether youâre an actor or not. What you can relate to is, âI wasnât being honest with myself.â I think everyone has some version of that.â
Still, Smith says, âif you expose yourself and people walk away going, âI donât like it, I donât get it,â itâs kind of you that they donât like, isnât it?â
She seemed well on her way to adoration and fame when, at 19, she made it to Broadway, appearing in the 1984 production of Tom Stoppardâs âThe Real Thing.â That early breakthrough was followed by big parts in forgettable films, small parts in Oscar-winning films (âCity Slickersâ and âAs Good as It Getsâ) and regular roles in sitcoms (âDharma & Gregâ and âHermanâs Headâ).
Meanwhile, stardom without the face time Smith craved came in 1987, a year after she had appeared as âa knife-wielding tomboy who sang Elvis Presley songs and wanted to join the Armyâ in Terry Garnerâs play âLivinâ on Salvation Street,â at L.A.âs small Fountain Theatre. âI think 12 people, total, came to see it,â Smith says.
Fortunately, one of them was âSimpsonsâ producer Bonnie Pietila, who thought Smith was the playâs âstandoutâ and remembered her when the time came to cast Matt Groeningâs animated clips for âThe Tracy Ullman Show,â where âThe Simpsonsâ began.
Smithâs âtone of childlike earnestness and outrage were perfect for the character of Lisa,â Groening says. âShe brings an almost steely intelligence to her work. Yeardley could be the grown-up version of Lisa.â
Groening says his âjaw droppedâ when he saw âMoreâ in New York. âThere was so much about her personal life that I didnât know,â he says. âBut the issues she deals with, from the actorly ambitions to the eating disorders and some of the weirdnesses that come with becoming famous, seem to apply not just to Yeardley but to other actors I know. Now I feel like Iâve got their numbers.â
Over lunch at Fox Studios, after recording new Lisa lines (âHey, stop it! Ow! My eye! Bart!â), Smith muses that being able to reveal herself so publicly marks a turning point for her. Sheâs still angst-ridden -- sheâll never work again, sheâll cause hurt feelings by choosing one knitting class over another, her show will bomb and damage the Falconâs reputation -- but sheâs learning to focus on what she has accomplished, ânot on whatâs undone.â
A happy marriage of two years (to actor Daniel Erickson) has helped. So has an eating disorder recovery program. Her voice-over Emmy, once a symbol of her failure as an actor with a body as well as a voice, has been rescued from a closet shelf. It appears on stage with her, as does a cutout of Lisa Simpson, who she says always makes her happy.
âThink of all that energy that Iâve wasted being this hard on myself,â she says. âOn the one hand, I feel that itâs part of what drives me, keeps me sharp. But surely, 20% of all that energy would have done the same thing, and the other 80% would have been better spent somewhere else.â She smiles.
âIâm finally starting to get it.â
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âMoreâ
Where: Falcon Theatre, 4252 Riverside Drive, Burbank
When: 8 p.m. Wednesdays through Saturdays, 4 p.m. Sundays
Ends: March 6
Price: $30 to $37.50
Contact: (818) 955-8101, www.falcontheatre.com